Complicated

Wish I could rearrange
And undo knots I tied,
Missed opportunities,
And tie some that I did not.

I’ll do the “could-have-been’s”
If it would change your mind
And make you look at me once more.
Maybe something new you’ll find.

Sadness overwhelms
The past year, month, and day.
Reminds me of what we had.
Simply complex in every way.

But I wish the train that takes
My thoughts to you broke.
So I can finally let you go.
Like a bad dream, and I woke.